In Surprised by Joy, C.S. Lewis talks about his last term at Wyvern, which he hated. He says that even a chair can take on a ghostly quality when you know it is the last time you will ever see it.
I have superstitious qualms about saying it, but it seems that in a few days our home sale will be final. I was up there over the weekend to do a few final little jobs. I painted a small corner of the house that the building inspector wanted touched up. I cleared out a few final oddments I found here and there. I packed a couple of bags of trash. There was nothing elegiac about it.
Then I went to lock the door to the home. I suddenly realized I would probably never set foot in it again. I suddenly choked up. Even now, just writing it, I am choked up.
I unlocked the door and went back inside and said goodbye. It was an end. I walked all around the outside of the home, crying.
I prayed spontaneously, God, please, let good things last forever. Somehow, I felt that my prayer is answered.
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